Mark this day, I would say goodbye to the person I love. I guess things do have limits . It is aweful feeling to feel this way. It's been few days now I've asked myself if I can handle this...the stress is just getting too much . Those days that **** is busy and I thought chatting was a way to eat my timebut nah there were some down time. I just cant say it enough but the failing health of my Dad is really getting into me, emotionally , financially and spiritually. Like I've been going into limbo. I may not sound that problematic but I do. It is hard to explain how it is to be on my shoe.... I wish there is a way to say it into words, but I barely making it. My work is greatly affected and all I really look forward to is another day, thinking hopefully things will get better tomorrow...... Then I started blogging, I can't believe how I feel so relieved. Doing the things I like to do is fun. I look forward of doing it everyday and for the first 3 days, I was getting really extreme and figuring the ins and outs of blogging. Now time that I have to choose between the love of my life and blogging. Do I dare choose? ... NO I REALLY CAN'T. Why should I have to choose when I could compromise? But I have not given an option, so I guess this is goodbye.